My last post, maybe. Hates.

This MAY BE the last post. I'm not sure too.
I hate my life a lot. People hating me, purposely wanna get me into trouble with my FRIENDS, and a lot more.

I didn't know about people hating me at first. Till today. (Not gonna say how I know about this.) I know. Haters gonna hate. But this is totally different. They are my CLASSMATES and CLOSE FRIENDS. Didn't expect everyone of them to hate me. I mean we have been together for 4 years already. And there is still hate in our class?

I know. I created so much hate from people. I started everything. I'm a bitch in everyone's eye. A total bitch. I gossip about people first and bitch about them. It's my fault. Okay. I'm sorry.


I actually cried just now when I reach home. I have never been so sad just because of my friends before.
I really don't know should I go to school tomorrow or not. If I go, I don't know to face them. And if I don't go, I will lose 2 periods of CPA N LEVEL coursework. What should I do? I really don't have the guts to face my classmates.
I'm really very stressed about everything now. Studies, friendship and stuffs...

Things will never be the same anymore.

A small little note to all my friends.

Dear friends. Sorry for everything. Sorry for being a bitch. Sorry for talking too much. Sorry for gossiping. I'm sorry. I know you guys hate me a lot. Dislike me a lot. I know it's my fault. I understand. So I don't blame anyone for hating me. I know I should not have talk about you guys behind your back. I'm a bitch. I admit. I'm really sorry. I'm not asking for forgiveness. I know my mistakes. So if you guys really hate me a lot, there's nothing I can do. I have no friends now. Only enemies. I deserve it. I don't understand why I did all this. I really don't know why.
Everyone hates me. So, bye. And I'm sorry.

And I'm gonna deactivate my Facebook very soon. And create a new one. Maybe not delete. Just leave it there. And create a new Facebook.