Fuck fake friends.

Went to school today. Suck. Totally suck. 2 of my classmates and I broke down.

Cried during English lesson. Cause I suddenly remember all the hates from my classmates. Really feel like a loser. Went to the toilet for about 10-15mins? All the way sitting down at the wash hand there (or basin?). Cried and cried and cried. Some of my schoolmates which I've never seen them before went into the toilet, saw me and was shocked. Sorry for scaring you guys. :(

Went back to studio for English lesson. Surprisingly, I saw Darren broke down. FOR THE FIRST TIME. I was like 'What the! What happened to him????'

And during English lesson, me, Zoe and Darren was like 'clearing misunderstanding'. Seriously. This is the first time I saw someone being so damn FAKE.

And during recess, we didn't went down to eat. Don't even have the mood to eat. And Zoe asked us not to say out SOME THINGS. Okay. Whatever. And Darren got so damn pissed off and he broke down again.

And Prajna broke down during recess. I think it's cause of relationship stuffs. But she's okay already.

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How can someone be so fake? You call me fake? I guess you're the one that's fake. Ha. Small problems also wanna make it big? Woah. I didn't know that you are such a loser. It's like you once told Darren that you don't like Zoe too. Oops. It's just YESTERDAY. And now you're telling Zoe that I don't like her? Okay. I admit. I did say I don't like her. But that was like LAST YEAR. And you know, people can change impressions. My god. We are classmates for 4 bloody years already. You don't like me? Just tell me. Don't need to act as if you like me a lot. Oh yeah. Just for your bloody info, I don't like you too. I hate you. I detest you. I look down on you. I dislike you. I Please girl, please. Why are you even talking about things from last year? Find it damn funny. Oh yes. And you're also a two headed snake. You don't like Zoe, and you tell Zoe that I don't like her. HA. Why not you tell her that you don't like her too? Aww. Wanna make me have no friends in class? Wanna make me have problems with classmates? Up to you. Have friends or not, I don't really care already. Go ahead. And you don't bloody hell 'pengwei'. Since when I ask you 2 times about Zoe? I only asked you for one bloody time. And cause of you, you made Darren broke down in class. You made him think that he caused hate for me. You made him think that it's his bloody fault when it's not. You're really too much. Cause of one thing, you want make till so big? And see for yourself. How much people you've hurt already? And do you know that you're creating HATE for yourself now? Not much people really like you now. It's good also. I wanna see how you BLOODY HELL FEEL. With all the hates.

I'm ranting/ saying it here is because Zoe asked me not to go talk to her. What the. Nvm. I hope you will see this post.

AND YES. I'M TALKING ABOUT YOU. WEN HUI. GOEI WEN HUI.

Because of this small thing, it became big. Everyone hates me. And I didn't even have the bloody guts to go to school yesterday. To face all my friends. My class mates. Imagine if it's you. How will you feel?

I DON'T NEED ANYONE'S BLOODY SYMPATHY.

BLOODY FUCK.

And look at how happy we are in the past.

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I can tell that things won't be the same as last time anymore.

To Zoe:

You would rather believe her than us. Then me and Darren explain so much also no use. It's up to you if you wanna believe her or us.

And now I finally know who is my true friend and who is not.

And, I finally know my classmates' bloody true colours. Thanks for showing me that you're just a nobody. You know who you are. And thanks for telling her so that she can find time to so called 'attack' us. And made Darren break down too. You're such a GOOD friend.

And thanks Darren. For being there for me. For helping me when I'm in deep shits or need a listening ear. For laughing with me at nonsense things. You're one of the best best best friends I've made and never regret. And I really really really really hope we won't cut contacts after we get into ITE. :)

Cheers! And don't ever think that it's your fault for letting me know that most of the people in our class hates me. You actually let me know who is true and who is not. And who is fake and who is not. So don't be sad about it already alright! Remember our SUSHI on your birthday! You are one of my best bud now! So I can't lose you!!!!! And I still wanna joke about YL, ZX and all those nonsense things when we're in ITE. So, I can't lose one more friend already. Especially you. My best bud! Hope I can still h2h talk with you at that windy bridge near ACC again with lots of 'INTERNET' till late night. :)

It's been a really really messed up week. La la la. Whatever. La la la. It doesn't matter.