1weekoflove

Come back, come back, come back to me. I know that we could work it out somehow.

13JAN2012. ♥

You suddenly asked me to be yours. I was damn shock (and happy). And obviously, I said yes. I mean, who will reject such a great guy? We even promised each other something. And then, I thought you're just playing with me. Then I was like 'if you're playing with my feelings, I will just play back yours lor.'
Then you suddenly send me a 'Love you~' . 

Then we met. For the first time.

Didn't do anything at first. When we're walking to the 'place', I thought you will AUTO hold my hand. But you didn't.
You suddenly asked me 'Can I hold your hand?'. So gentlemen. I mean, he gives respect to his partner. And this is the type of guy I want and I have been looking for so long..

And then, you asked me 'Can I hug you?' I straight away say WHY YOU SO CUTE ONEEEEEE.

While we're walking to that 'place' we play, shout, push each other away, hug.

We reached that 'place', found a seat.

And you asked me 'Can I kiss youuuuuu?' and I laughed like nobody's business. You're just too cute..

This is normal. A normal couple will do things like kiss, hold hand and hug.

AND, I HAVE A BIT OF FEELINGS FOR YOU ALREADY..

Stayed there for a very long time.

And we lie down on each others' lap. And I lie on your chest. Tbh, this is the first time I'm lying on a guy's lap, lying down on a guy's chest.. I feel so protected by him...
And I suddenly keep saying 'I don't want you, go away...' . But I was just joking. And I THINK you took it seriously.
Then you started saying 'Wa, sian. Last day alr lehhhhhhhhhhh.' Then I asked you 'What last day????' And you said 'Last day see you or meet you lor' . You're damn sweet. I swear.

You sent me home after everything. And you wanted a kiss, I pushed you away. And you keep saying 'Last day alr lehhhh still don't want give me!' Too cute, too sweet....

You're really sweet............

I'm already in love with you.

♥

14JAN-19JAN2012.
We only text. No calls, no meet up. Only text.
If I didn't msg you, you won't even msg me.
And the way you're replying me is very cold.... And sometimes you didn't even bother to reply. And still can reply or update fb status or twitter and not replying my one stupid message...
I'm scared... scared that one day...........
Because I know I love you, a lot... I don't want you to go. But I also know that this relationship won't last long... And I was right.........

20JAN2012...
Msged you that I wanna tell you something. Reach home tell me.
Because I wanna hear your voice..... (for the last time if it really ends......)
But you want me to tell you now and say that you'll be very busy and tired these few days.
Then I asked you why suddenly wan me to be yours?
Because I wanna know what's wrong... Why are you replying like this. Do you really love me? Or just playing with my feelings?
Then you said 'Don't know eh just feel like asking lo.'
Then I asked if you're playing or what, you replied 'No ah'
Was quite happy with the answer. But....... I'm not happy with the ending.... :')
And you told me you got smth to tell me too.
And the thing starts..................................................... :'(
And everything ends here.... 20JANUARY2012, FRIDAY, 11:27PM....

13JANUARY2012-20JANUARY2012...

I miss you. Still love you.. And I know.. you won't come back...........
I regretted asking you that question.... I want you back.
Regretted not taking a pict with you... I miss you...
I will try to get you back... I know I can't. But I'll give it a try after awhile. And I won't give up. :)

Even thou it's only 1 week of relationship........... Even thou we text each other less then 10 msges a day, the feeling is still there. I won't give up.. Even thou we met only 1 time. But to me, it's more than enough. Give us a chance..
I don't expect us to meet everyday, sweet talking to each other, be like other couples. I just want you to be here with me whenever I need you... That's all..

13JAN2012 - 20JAN2012............................ ♥
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I never plan that one day I'd be losing you